Well Life is frustating if U don't get what you want!!

Life seems so easy on one way but on the other life is so difficult when it coms to be practical if u drive it only by yourself. I am a normal person and am already 21 I want to earn money and be on my own but dont know why I lack confidence or what I cant't understand why I am not going after  what I want. I want to earn money any how and give continuity to my studies too I want a bike but I don't have a license so I am not willing to ride the bike also in terms of law.

There are restrictions for everything you do. Life seems normal but it isn't so you must be careful.
I always tought that somebody would pick me up and give me training and I could be like them but in this shit world nobody cares they only care is about money how do you earn money. Everything people see now is a business.  People are often selfish they understand the humans but they have leass humanity and more desire for money. They only do or die for their blood, their family and their relatives for others they treat them as other creature so peoples be aware it only frustrates you if you remember all of this. For everything time will come you just need to be patient.

I have a desire to change the way that people think in our society but I don't know if this happens because I am confused whether to carry on my career or my interest. If i gave my career I don't know what will I end it upon so its like am confused with my own life. Just I am frustrated sometimes what will I do ?
 How will I do ?
 How will I succeed ? 
Don't know what happens ?
Life hangs upon u as u hang upon for life cause you can't decide what to do next??

Harvesting Paddy In the field

Well it was a month f harvesting where farmers wait for this day they thik that this days is the best day as the hindus regard paddy as an incarnation of goddess Laxmi.The paddy is the most awaited crops because they process it to make fine grains of rice .

Here I was for the first time in my own field where I had harvested the plants withh paddy. We first cut all the plants put the paddy in places making it a big collection so that it could dry in the sun for some time. While harvesting we may have difficulties there are so many snakes in the field so u have to be very careful about that and the places are muddy so you better watch for DHAP where half your body  goes into it. The Americans called it the swamp. The swamps are very deadly sometimes they may even swallow an whole ox or human being.

After harvesting the crops its time you seperate the paddy and the plants for that you can do it either with a machine or human power we call it DHAN CHUTNEY . The number of men depend on how much you own the land the people with more land basically  use more men because they alone cant handle every thing such as harvesting seperating and husking and packing in the sack.

If we seperate the plant and pddy by machine it is very easy but if manual work is done OMG if its your first time your body aches. You feel very exhausted so was I. I felt like oh hell ! when will all this finish up. I was doing my work very slow but the guy beside me he wass experienced and while I I finish up 2 mutha ( bundles of plants to make a big pack) he would have comleted four muthas. He was younger than me but he was stronger than me he would do it non stop but I would do as if I was already veery exhausted but I was pretty much excited because It was my first time doing this type of work in my own field.  I had my family and a boy who had helped us . We must give him money after he had finished the work the money rate is usually Rupees 1000 for boys and 600 for womens or girls.

After finishing up with seperation it was the time of cleaning the paddies by husking I didn't know how to do this work so I completely left the work. After husking w we collect those seeds in the sack . The next day we put in the sun for more drying so that it becomes good for making rice.The more older the ric the more tastier the food and more it rises up in its quality all you have to do is protect it from insects and wild animals and rats too .

Starting of a new Sesion in a college

Starting college in a new session is the most exciting day because in a new session you get to know your new teacers after a long time you can be together with friends. In the new session  we can know the new syllabus we can know the teachers opinion about the subject and a brief introduction about the subject and it helps you to understand about the course.

Sessions may start in as a new semester as well. After you join a college degree you may face many new sessions as the semesters are short  and you may have the tension of your course, notes, books, then you begin to search all the possible solutions.

Don't Become a Fool Just so as just others say so;

I don't know why many people believe each other. May be its a matter of trust but how do people realize that they are not being cheated. It's hard to believe people just by seeing their previous actions. some people believe another people because they might do some good to them while others believe by seeing their actions unknowingly. Actually this whole thing is a mess. Nobody knows whats in the other peoples mind. Mind reading people however know some secrets of the people just by seeiing their looks gestures and expressions they make while talking, eating, and the way they move. This makes the way of accepting people hard, hard to believe nobody knows nobody, actually every body knows everybody is selfish. Every body does something for a purpose. Their is no life without a purpose so selfishness must exist.

 I feel that every people try to fool you one way or the other. Every day is like a April fools day people think that they are always superior than you in one way or the other. Be careful of what you say and what you do with your actions.

Spending Day Without College Is Difficult for me

I always thought that college and school were not fun fut actually college and school days are the most wonderful days ever spent because they make you realize that your days were not worth . I don't know what would happen if we had no college and no school what would our civilization become what would happen to our future generation. They would not become moral I think but it's a thought of your own. There are so many questions that keeps me awake in this life and sometime I think what would be the day when we were only the one to destroy ourselves. Our techers teach us so many thing in school we get new friends we understand and help each other and in time we go against each other.

We learn this from our school days. I never hated to go to school but I disliked college because it was boring the teachers would care less for us  however we had  lots of chit chats in the school when the teacher was not around. We went to film halls, bunked the college and overall we would not care for what was happening around us. Life was good but when the holidays came I sat in my home doing nothing all day I was idle wondering what to do next forgot everythng that I dreamt for. I always wanted somebody to ispire me motivate me somebody beside me would help m guide me but all this thought was in vain It was like you never have too wish for such goodness. Sitting in the home ade me realize that you are all alone in this world. Nobody cares unless you succeed and diffrent thoughts wandered around the head like river they would come once and actually never happened anything in real.

My Visit To Dang ; The Day Before And The Incidents

It was 3rd august 2016 when I went for a visit with my best friend. Actually we had planned to got to Dang city a long time ago but when I asked my parents they had refused because the country had faced a lot of floods and landslides but the city where I was going had no such incident so my friend convinced my parents to go to Dang. It was the vacation of ending of the  5th semester. It was a 14 day holiday why would I spend 14 days spending in home so I decide to go to Dang.

The ticket to Dang was at 5:30 so I left the home at 5 before that my mom had done all the packing for me and I had wishes for a wonderful and safe journey. My friend took some time to come to the bus park where different buses leave for different cities. We got on the bus when he arrived I recharged my phone because I knew I had to call my parents during the travel. It was dark and the bus had music playing on it was cultural but I knew it would be boring so played my own music on my mobile and listened it. On the road we had eaten our foods that we had taken with us we had great fun. It was a night bus so it was dark time was to sleep. The  bus was normal bus so we had a little difficulties in coming from that bus as we could not sleep comfortably. It was the worst feeling of the normal bus for me. I would never go on the normal bus again in my normal life again to take a long journey.

The bus stopped at Malekhu where I had my dinner at 10 'o' clock. The was not so tasty however I ate it just to fill my hunger. I ordered a half plate fish meat because Malekhu was famous for fishes. Then we had a nap but I could not sleep as i was afraid whether something bad could happen. Finally, after a long sleep we had reached Dang at 6 'o' clock in the morning and my friend had called his daughter in law to pick up for him. This is the place where we stopped at dang.
 

Watching A Movie Series; DA.VInci Demons; Review of DA.Vinci Demons

There are many movie series some of them are Game of Thrones, Friends, DA.Vincis Demons. Series take long time to complete. A series may have many episodes. Series are especially counted as episodes an episode contains series. I didn't wanted to watch series series because if u have all the series in your computer You would lie to watch all the series so you would like to take a leave a leave if you are addicted to it.

Watching a series continuously may affect your eyes and your overall health because you don't like to eat neither you would like to sleep  in time. I knew because I had experience in watching a series named DA.Vincis Demons. 

This  series was about a book of leaves and how peace could be restored to create a peace in the world. I had a lot of expectations with this. Overall I liked this film but I think there was something missing. From first to last they mention about book of leaves they search for book of leaves eventually at last the book of leaves becomes a page the story concludes a page from which they save the part of the world Italy.

Da.Vincis is an artist here who solves different mystery to enlighten the world. He uses his knowledge to build different machines and solve the mystery and he is the main character who saves the world and searches for the book of leaves. The language of book of leaves could be solved by only two persons that was the main character himself and his sister. They meet at last to decipher the secrets of Book of leaves to change the world.  The main character in this series were as follows

• Tom Riley as Leonardo da Vinci. (seasons 1–3)
• Laura Haddock as Lucrezia Donati. (seasons 1–3)
• Blake Ritson as Count Girolamo Riario. (seasons 1–3)
• Elliot Cowan as Lorenzo de' Medici. (seasons 1–3)
• Lara Pulver as Clarice Orsini. (seasons 1–3)
• James Faulkner as Pope Sixtus IV – Francesco & Alessandro della Rovere. (recurring: season 1; main: seasons 2–3)
• Gregg Chillin as Zoroaster da Peretola. (recurring: seasons 1–2; main: season 3
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 There are actually 8 episode in season 1. 10 in both seasons 2and 3 . Altogether 28 series which I completed in 3 days. This movie was however a source of inspiration foe me to focus on what you do to make things happen. Your friends help you no matter whatever you  do wherever you go. Tom Riley however cannot understand his love  with Lucrezia Its a wonderful film I like it because it was my first film to watch as of series. During the three days I left many things just as to watch the film because watching the film episode makes you feel curious what happens on the next series.