The last day of my exam seems very frightening as I had a fear that whether I would pass in the exam or not. TU (Tribhuwan University). I was very much frightened as i have studied this subject for five days actually the holiday was for 6 days but the two days I watched the movies because I didnt want to take a stress and I thought that even if i would fail I would pass in the next year. The subject was hard to prepare for it was called cryptography. Actually the subject was very interesting and it was about security the teacher that taught this subject only used to focus the first benches.
There was a a long holiday so I was having a bad feeling about this subject I prepared well but the bad luck was I would forget it really fast what I was learning I didn't know why that would happen if I was ready for it. Every time I was learning I had this feeling that something dangerous would happen in the exam and i was sure of it because I knew that was our batch was the unluckiest batch and if I was to do well then I would prepare such that I would not forget. The only problem was even though I would like to read my mind was not concerned about the study I would rather think of other things such as why is this kind of study in Nepal. I hated the system of study in Nepal especially the course I was reading. My course name was BSC CSIT (Bachelor In Science Of Computer Science and Information And Technology). I would sometimes think of a love in my life sometimes I would think of becoming someone else sometimes I would like to earn money rather than spending time in studies. I don't know what I was doing .This subject interested me once now it seems as if I am fed of this subject. Every time I would think of the subject exam my heart would pound like a drum that was beaten hard by Drum sticks. I wondered what was my exam going to be like.
When the time came for my last exam my fears rose above the normal level my heart began to beat faster the time cam when I receive the question papers.
I got a blank statement on my mind when I looked at the question papers what was there and I should write. Slowly I began to attempt the question and wrote the answers whatever I knew. The mistake I did was leaving four questions. I dont know their answers so left them completely. I became very sad as I had no hope of passing the exam because when i counted the marks I got 23 but the pass marks was 24 later when I checked the answers it was wrong answer that I had written. Whatever, I was determined that I will pass the exam next year.
There was a a long holiday so I was having a bad feeling about this subject I prepared well but the bad luck was I would forget it really fast what I was learning I didn't know why that would happen if I was ready for it. Every time I was learning I had this feeling that something dangerous would happen in the exam and i was sure of it because I knew that was our batch was the unluckiest batch and if I was to do well then I would prepare such that I would not forget. The only problem was even though I would like to read my mind was not concerned about the study I would rather think of other things such as why is this kind of study in Nepal. I hated the system of study in Nepal especially the course I was reading. My course name was BSC CSIT (Bachelor In Science Of Computer Science and Information And Technology). I would sometimes think of a love in my life sometimes I would think of becoming someone else sometimes I would like to earn money rather than spending time in studies. I don't know what I was doing .This subject interested me once now it seems as if I am fed of this subject. Every time I would think of the subject exam my heart would pound like a drum that was beaten hard by Drum sticks. I wondered what was my exam going to be like.
When the time came for my last exam my fears rose above the normal level my heart began to beat faster the time cam when I receive the question papers.
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